decision

Time is flies but i still walking slow...

when i looking back,

i know i still have a lot thing is waiting me to settle.

i have no excuses for myself.

cause' i know i am keep run away from those rubbish thing to avoid facing them.

i dont know why.

or maybe i know...

making decision always a big problem to me.

i scare i have make a wrong decision.

i scare i will regret.

and i scare something i cant get back when i regret.

time is pushing me go forward.

but i seem like haven't make a decision for myself.

i think i just dont like to be a bad guy.

end up,

this is my black side in my inner heart.

2009,

end soon.

and it is the last chance to decide

either move forward or still stay here...