you are welcome to slap me! COME!

the mistake is keep repeat and repeat again.

maybe she have 50% responsible on it but still..i hate myself.

dont't know why this still keeping happen on me...

even i already working hard on it...

even i already open my eye big...

but till the end...

haiz.

i couldn't explain why also.

he didn't blame just talk a bit.

but still like an arrow shoot my heart and dignity badly.

no excuse.

i have to take the responsible for it.

i am feel shame to face my boss.

it is not because i like my boss very much.

but i just don't like people get scold from other because of my fault.

it really a big shame!

How many time i wanna repeat this shame?

How many time i want people to remind me again and again?

i hate to see people use those unconfirmed expression to look at me,

make me feel like a loser...

but what to do and keep hate?

coz it all because of myself...

what the hell to me???

i am feel damn sorry to my boss and client.

why i just can't to do it right?

it just a simple thing!!!

till the end,

sorry might meaningless but i still have to say it.

repeat and repeat..

i am feeling damn fuck sorry and shame to myself.

can someone come to slap me to wake me up???

you are welcome to slap me!!!