Nightmare...

i am keep running but no destination.

Dark is around me.

I try to light up a light to see clearly but i can't.

and i see cold and huge jail is locked me.

i didn't scream but just cry alone.

i saw something.

it was so true.

true till i almost believe it was real life.

but i awake from there.

and i find out i cry in the dream.

i can't sleep after that.

but when i open my eyes,

my brain keep replay that dream.

true till make me scare of it.

i keep telling myself:

I have to be tough.

Tough till can take care of everyone.

But i am not superwomen.

When i tire,

you are the first people that appear in my mind.

How i wish i can press your number...

How i wish i could tell you all my feeling...

How i wish i could hug you and cry without worry anything...

But end up,

i just to choose off my hand phone.

I take off the battery and leave it a side.

i scare silence but in this time,

i just off all the thing.

no any sound around.

I am scare.

scaring everything and anyone,

include myself...